“I wrote this in 2008 after my 12th grade, when I was waiting for a seat in an Engineering college. After five years now when I read this I feel really stupid for having written this. I sound too depressed here, most of it does not make sense, I unleashed my insanity out of impatience then. Thought of sharing it cause am back to square 1 again! 
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Can u predict your fate?
Can u stop yourself from anticipation and apprehension?
How r u not worried about your future?
When things go wrong who is to be blamed?
Will u agree that it was because of your inefficiency?
Will u agree that this is a subsequence of your laziness?
When nothing is in your hands how will u give strength to your mind to not to break down?
Do u have any hope left in u?
Where there is hope there is life,where there is life there is hope,where there is hope there is a positive thought .
But sometimes u even won’t have the courage to think positive because of the apprehension of failure?
U start building up a lot of faith on the Almighty.
At that hour we r not in the state to realize the power of prayer.
Our prayers become more earnest as part of the subsequence.
We tend to leave every thing to God.
When we don’t succeed in spite of our prayers,we curse our fate.
We say that “god has no mercy on me”.
All of us have introspection.
We spend days and weeks and months waiting for an unexpected turning point which gives a break from the depression.
But not all have the patience to wait- Dissatisfaction Frustration Depression
Sometimes family pressures too take us to the deepest of all these.
How to stop worrying and start living?
A human being with hopes in his heart will definitely think of his future.
Many learned persons often say that our life lies in the present day and not in the day which is yet to come.
But it is the only when we are sure of some outcomes in future that we will surely live in present day.
How far does this apply to a graduate who is looking for a placement after securing a degree?
How far does this apply to a student who is waiting for an admission in a collage for further studies.
May be the former is mature enough to stand by the crises,but the latter is learning ways to live in this materialistic world with pressures from all sides.
Will he think positive ?
Will he have the courage to face the situation?
Did u ever undergo such type of introspection in life?
If u did ,then how successful are u today to think that it was unnecessary to go this deep?
Perfect match of my views, i always thikz like this…
Good to know that somebody is able to relate